Thursday, June 01, 2006

i noe i'd die with regrets if i were to leave tmr.

you noe,
how much thse simple words of yors could warm my heart despite those tears?

as usual, school and co today. went fr bio lessons in the morning, apparently my heart was somewhr else at times and wasnt really payng attention. din really understand certain parts but, ahh was too lazy to ask or whtevr la.

dazu. should i say today's practice wasnt very good. rather obvious that many are not rely concentrated bahh, maybe myself too. haiz, wonder wads coming up on the 18june. surely got thing will come out la but its jus the standard only lorr. heard suggestions about intensive co camp. haha. i think i`d get hacked to death if i really organise this camp. but hiya, everyone rly mus jiayou and be more eager to learn and improve la, then im sure the concert will be a no prob lor. i noe its been very tiring and i understand, but we rly got to put up a good performance lor. dont let our hard work go to waste, lets do a nice job once and fr all.

been realy stressed up recently, really dno wad im thinkng about alrdy. thrs jus so many things to do, settle and think about. very tired physically and mentally. co everyday, come home mus do homework until 2am. i guess my holiday is just gng to be lidat.

i must say tht im
depressed/ disappointed/ stressed/ upset/ tired/ confused.

never expected things to turn out this way. i jus noe that i had enough of all thse secret competitions or wadevr and im not gna let this happen again. dont hope tht i'll be seeing you in the same place, same circumstances cos i jus wana stop this stupid war with you la.

haiz, history repeated itself, and im questioning myself over and over again. somehow it seems very very tiring. i forgot so many things about us. suddenly realised how fragile our bonds can be, dono how many times we'll continue to hurt one another. i really don wan everything to replay again, and im rly very tired of telling yu wan im searching fr, asking fr. sry if it seemd as if im takng yu fr granted, so sorry.

i need the strength to carry on.

- CAST ASIDE
release me;